Omg! How could time have passed so quickly? Is today really the 27th already?!?! See my last post was completed today! That means I had like 5 days in between that just passed me by!
SHIT. I need to control my life!
I just started my new job. Work’s okay but as with all things new, you get extra stressed about everything because you are being judged every minute. You sneeze you get judged. You laugh you get judged. You don’t laugh, you also get judged.
I was quite terrified of surviving my first day at work actually. I even went to google and searched for “how to survive my first day at work”. Yup, that stressed.
To survive the first day at the job has little to do with the skills, training and experience that I have. Apprently, that’s the easiest part. The hard part? Adapting. Shiet.
I felt like a fraud on day 1. I remember it so clearly. I remember looking at my new namecard and wonder if my boss made a mistake and hired me thinking I could do the job, and do it darn well.
It was advised that I lay low, and lay low I did!
So I kept quite quiet that day, and felt quite shitty as well. I made it through and then as I sat back after working hours, I found myself worrying about Day 2. My goodness.
I have made it past quite a few days now. More to come. I wonder how everything will turn out. I am so busy that I don’t even have time to visit my own blog. Gosh.
Today’s Tuesday. There’s a company farewell party tonight at Brewerks. I look forward to it. It’ll be great to know everyone better.
Later guys.