Have you ever…

… one day, be completely void of feelings? I walked last night home, feeling nothing. I put one foot in front of the other. It was a mixture of vodka, stress and fatigue. It was soothing to have felt that way though. I felt very close to myself this day. It’s like I was stripped of everything and just had me left. The real me.

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Who am I really?

Sometimes I am so fake, I disgust myself sometimes. I may smile at you, but that doesn’t mean I like you. I say okay I’ll be more than happy to do it, but I really just want to strangle you with the telephone cord. Too many a times, I have said “yes”, “sorry”, “you’re right”, “I’m wrong” and so on without really meaning it. And they come back to haunt me. I said them to please. The nature of my…

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